Living in two worlds

June 15, 2010

Even when both those worlds are at their sparkling best, it still hurts to live in two separate worlds. I feel as if I don’t belong, nor can I completely be in one world. My heart is being torn in two, and has been for years.

I want so much out of life, but there are times I think I’d settle for a good excuse to withdraw away into my second world and not have to deal with this one for a while. I could take a year away from all the playing games and small talk and trying to take the right steps, all the giving people what they need from you. It’s exhausting.

Sometimes I wonder if the ones who withdraw into themselves are saner than the ones who don’t see a need for a break from this crazy world.


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